Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Lunar Facts
The Moon is the only natural satellite of Earth: orbit: 384,400 km from Earth
diameter: 3476 km
mass: 7.35e22 kg
Hardcopy
The New Solar System Summarizes what we've learned from interplanetary explorations in the last 25 years. My primary reference for The Nine Planets.
Full Moon Very high quality reproductions of Apollo images of the Moon. If you think the Moon is boring ("been there, done that") then you haven't seen this book!
The Once and Future Moon An overview of what we know about our Moon, how we came to know it and how we might go back to learn more.
Called Luna by the Romans, Selene and Artemis by the Greeks, and many other names in other mythologies.
The Moon, of course, has been known since prehistoric times. It is the second brightest object in the sky after the Sun. As the Moon orbits around the Earth once per month, the angle between the Earth, the Moon and the Sun changes; we see this as the cycle of the Moon's phases. The time between successive new moons is 29.5 days (709 hours), slightly different from the Moon's orbital period (measured against the stars) since the Earth moves a significant distance in its orbit around the Sun in that time.
Due to its size and composition, the Moon is sometimes classified as a terrestrial "planet" along with Mercury, Venus, Earth and Mars.
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under astronomy ito. tsaka na ung mythological.
coffee break muna!
-_-
10/11/2005 11:49:00 AM
till the next Luna...
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
exciting naman...1st day funk!
waw...
nagstart na classes ng mga taga-UP dyan! ahehe..kaka-excite. grabe mga scholar ng bayan ha...sa sobrang excitement pati ba naman ako gustong idamay. ahehe..
the day before june7 tinawagan ako nina jamie at frances. mga excited kasi. tapos the next day waw! daming kwento ni frances tungkol sa 1st day funk nila sa UP. ahehe...kakatuwa talaga!!!
hmmm...next week na start ng UST...kaka-excite na rin tuloy. sa excitement ko, nag-SM ako kanina para mamili na ng mga isusuot gaya ng socks,undershirt at pants. sa SM fairview pa ko nagtungo dahil sa dalawang tao.
waaah... kasi dapat sm north e kaso sabi raw nood kami ng mr. and mrs. smith sa fairview kaya doon na rin ako namili. kaso, di naman ako kasamang nanood. silang dalawa lang dahil pinauwi na ko ng mom ko.
kasi ang alam ng mom ko sa SM north ako magshoshopping kaya doon siya pumunta para makipagkita sa akin para makapanood ng mr. and mrs. smith. kinaaabangan iyon ng mom ko. malay ko abng tuloy un e kasi paggising ko wala na sa bahay mom ko kaya naisip ko lalakad na lang ako kahit wala pa siya. --- mahabang story pa ito, may kinlaman pa sa baclaran church at ung kagabing pagtatalo. ibang story na un at di ko na ilalahad.
so andun nga ako sa fairview kasama ung dalawang BF ko. (nyahaha!!!!). hmm..pinag-isipan kong mabuti kung sasama pa kong manood or alis na lang. i had my reasons, at malalim un. (nyahaha!). i studied the situation from different angles... i really stormed my brain to come up with a resolve... grabe, masyado ko atang pinagkaisipan ang panonood lamang ng sine. uhmm..OO!
nung nakapila na sa ticket booth, bigla akong umagtras at sinabing hindi ako manonood. they asked why, then they even tried to B.I. me. ahehe..natuwa nga ako nung pinipilit nilang mam-B.I. pero i stick to my decision.this time di muna ako magpapa-B.I. halata na na hindi nga nila talaga ako mab-B.I...it was then they wore dissappointment on thier faces. nakakalungkot, pero naisip ko it's for the best. di ko lang sure kung nakikita nila, pero ako kita ko. umalis ako nung papasok sila ng theater. i walked away, not looking back... and i felt great!!! ewan ko, pero sa tagal na panahon na kinakasama ko sila, ngayon ko lang ulet na-feel yung relief na nadama ko kanina. sobrang gaan. this is a sign na i made the right decision.
nyahaha!!! dramatic ba? ...
di ko ma-explain dito, pero basta...ewan ko na lang kung sino makakagets kung ano meron. grabe, pinapakinggan ko pa, right at this moment, "akap" by imago. nyahaha!!!
okay...dumako naman tayo sa isa pang bagay...
ang bago kong blog!!! nyahaha!!! addict!!!
heto na ang site ng bago kong blog. click nyo na lang yan, direct link na.
eto ung add: new-day-comin-up.blogspot.com
coffee experience
i'll be posting na this week. i guess, you can consider this my last post for the meantime.
well....a new site awaits!
-_-
6/08/2005 07:52:00 PM
till the next Luna...
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
[joint horoscope] paniwalaan daw ba?
...hmm...
copy-paste mula sa friendster. di ko na binanggit kung sino ung ka-joint. para sa araw na ito lang yan.
:::
You and * have smooth sailing ahead.
Endings are usually regarded as times of sorrow and reminiscing, of eulogizing and saying good-bye. Right now, the two of you can kiss something sayonara and laugh gleefully while doing so. The closing of this chapter isn't the kind where you linger, looking wistfully toward some invisible point on the horizon; you're over it, people, and you're slamming the book shut, no compunction, no regrets. And yee-haw, it feels good. What's even better is what comes next.
-_-
5/31/2005 09:51:00 AM
till the next Luna...
Saturday, May 28, 2005
gigli? snickery hihi's...
ok..so carrie won. *applause*
hmm....
i've been doing a lot of thinking and pondering...
pero no effect. haaay...
i'm definitely lonesome and missing. hate it.
pinagalitan ako ng nanay ko nung isang araw dahil tumawa ako. laughter...kung titingnan walang masama right. masamang pigilan ang laughter. bakit ako pinagalitan? ganito:
summer, yah? malayo sa friends, hindi nakakalabas ng bahay, di nakakapunta sa mall...in short, bored at lonely. tsaka miss ko na kayo. so, i'm definitely sad. at pag ako malungkot, madali lang ako matuwa, pero it won't change the fact that i'm still sad. mga pinaka-simple at mabababaw na bagay sa mundong to ay madaling makapagpasaya sa kin. one time kumakain kami ng breakfast. pork ung ulam, e medyo unchewable so niluwa ko. sa pagluwa ko natawa ako. yun lang...i let out a soft giggle. nakuha attention ng parents ko and asked why. i said nothing. the next day,breakfast ulet pero mag-isa lang ako sa table dahil late ako gumising. di ko maalala pero may sumagi sa isip ko. nothing serious, nothing funny, as nothing. (ano un? kala ko ba merong sumagi?). tapos...natawa na ko. e sakto dumaan nanay ko. sabay tanong bakit? tingin siya sa suot niya. sabi ko wala. ayun, pinagalitan na niya ko sa pagtawa na naman for no apparent reason. sabi niya masama raw un kasi baka mag-isip ung makarinig ng something not good is up. nakaka-insulto raw un. grr..na-bad trip ako at sumagot na wala namang masamang meaning ung pagtawa ko e. it was just at innocent giggle. masama bang matuwa ako. at ayun...nasira araw ko...
nyahahaha!!! pero tama nga naman, medyo insulto ung pagtawa ng walang dahilan. *tawa...tapos, wala lang? it's insulting. nyahaha!!!
haaay...sa ngayon, tumatawa na lang ako pag siguradong mag-isa na ko. mukha siguro akong baliw. nyahahah!!! pero it lifts up my spirit that's why it's fun. hehe...
sana lang next time meron talagang magpatawa sa akin... kahit sinong friend dyan! ahehe...
-_-
5/28/2005 01:52:00 PM
till the next Luna...
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
aba...akalain mo nga naman..patok ang kwentong usher!? wahaha!!! hmmm..mukhang mas interesting magkwento tungkol sa mga kapatid ko. (ahem! may kilala akong interesado...ahem ulet!).pwede ba! ahehe...ung pangatlo kong kuya merong blog sa tingin ko. hindi ko lang alam add. pati ung pangalawa kong kuya merong livejournal. wahehe..hahanapin ko tapos uusoshohin ko. nyahaha!!!
aba! american idol finale today/tonight!! ahehe..my brothers are so into this idolmania! specially the 3rd and the youngest. they're so in to it that they even download songs sung by these idols. nyahaha!!! tapos kakantahin din nila!
nyek! parang ako hindi ah?! ahehe...
finals na! sino kaya mananalo? hmm...Bo rocks. Carrie's cool. nyahaha!!! kakaibang labanan to compared sa last year. they have different styles and each are unique on their own. they have their own set of dictionary to describe they're talents. nyahaha!!!
ang pinapanood namin ngayon e ung sa cable. hmmm...hintayin ko ung results tapos post ko dito mamaya.
**drum roll plsss***
...
-_-
5/25/2005 04:05:00 PM
till the next Luna...
Saturday, May 21, 2005
brother-oHw!
well...tuloy pa rin ang kahibangan ko sa mga anime. pinagpupuyatan ko ang mga ito. aba! abuso! e kasi naman e, 11-12 ba naman ng gabi... pero meron namang replays 12-1 ng tanghali the next day. nyek! ang tiyaga e. tsaka masaya un, twice ko napapanood. hehe.
sabado ngayon kaya di ako mapupuyat kasi weekdays lang ang anime na pinapanood ko. kagabi, nagalit na ang aking ina sa aming dalawang bunso. actually sa bunso lang pala. pano ba naman, araw-araw at gabi-gabi na siyang nagbababad, at nagpapakalunod, sa pc. tsktsk...e kagabi sumosobra na siya. tila binabaliwala na lang niya mga bilin ng nanay ko kaya ayun, pinagalitan siya kahit 1a.m. na. siguro pinalo pa siya? hmm..joke! ahehe.
waaah... kwento ko lang..
kagabi kakauwi lang ng kuya ko (ung panganay) mula sa pampanga. tapos nagtanong siya kung meron ba kong load. sabi ko wala kahit na meron pang pisong natititra. maya-maya, lumapit siya ulit tapos inabutan ako ng pera. ibili ko raw siya load! kapal! pero nilibre rin naman nya ko ng 3opesos na load e kaya ok lang. dala ko phone niya sa tindahan. puno na ung inbox niya e kailangan magbura para malaman ko kung na-load-an na. pagbukas ko ng inbox... ABA! iisang tao lang ang lumilitaw sa inbox...isang name lang...at mahigit 30messages un. galing sa isang tao lang?!?..hmmm...simtomas ito..ahem. so binasa ko isa-isa...ABA!(mas malakas na 'aba')...ano ito!? puro mga..."i miss you"...waaaah!!! tapos meron pang kadiri...parang ganito nakasulat:
miss na miss na kita. alam mo ba, may sinat ako ngayon dahil di mo ko pinatulog kagabi sa kakamiss sa yo? i really miss u my usher! ingat ka always..
nyok? medyo mahalay naman... huhuhu...sino ba tong taong to? ang name niya ay di ko matanto kung babae o lalaki. basta, di usual name for a girl or a boy. malamang babae un dba? (sana..). tapos lahat ng messages niya "missing" ...nyak! puro.."miss na kita"...yaaak! tawag pa niya sa kuya ko usher. well, not surprisng kasi look-a-like nga naman ng kuya ko si usher simula nang magpa-semikal siya noong high school siya. pero sino naman tong "missing"-girl? siya kaya ang alicia keys ng kuya ko?..hmmm....intruiging...
sobrang intruiging kasi sabi noon ng kuya ko, magpapakilala lang siya ng girl sa bahay kung un na ung girl forever. so it means...matagal pa bago pa niya ipakilala ung "alicia keys" na un... hmmm...
waaah! mas malala..kagabi umalis nga si usher. may pinuntahan party yata, at malamang andun si alicia.(nabasa ko sa inbox kasi). tapos kanina lang, habang nag-pc ako, may dumaang babae sa sala. waaah!!! ibig sabihin may pinatulog siyang babae dito?...waw. yaaaack! at halatang hindi alam ng parents ko at hindi nya ipinapaalam. aba...lihim ito. nakokonsensya ako... dapat bang malaman ng aking mga magulang o hayaan ko na lang siyang dumis-carte. hmm...? bahala na...kung di ko matiis, edi isabog. nyahahahah!!! joke! bahala siya. basta walang malaking gulong mangyayari ok lang. (pano napadpad ung babaeng un dito?) grrr...
haaay...
less crowded na ang bahay. un ang feel ko. ung pangalawa kong kuya nagtatrabaho sa call center at ang working hours niya e 12mn hangang 2pm. pagkauwi naman niya, tulog rin siya. so di ko feel presence niya masyado. ung pangatlo kong bro nasa pampanga naman. nagpaiwan dun. pumunta sila ng eldest dun nung friday morning kasi merong binyagan. tatayong proxy lang naman siya dun para sa working kuya ko. at ngayon andun pa rin siya.
baka umuwi kami mamayang gabi sa province. fiesta yata. haaay...
...hahaha!! sama ko ba? kinuwento ko kababalaghan ng kapatid ko at di buhay ko?...e kasi naman...di ko kayang ilahad kwento ko...hehe...(complicated ba?..di naman..hehe). nyahaha!!!
hehe...para lang may maikwento...
-_-
5/21/2005 10:03:00 AM
till the next Luna...
Sunday, May 15, 2005
[animated]
wazzup?
how you doin' this summer? feel the heat? beat it! have a break! enjoy a bucket of coolers. run to the nearest beach or rent a portable pool. swim, dive, splash under the sun. it's summer for cryin' out loud!!!
*sigh...but what am i doing inside the house?well..trying to speed my summer till the next stage of my life begins - COLLEGE. hay... a summer break without basking in the sun and enjoying a wave or two by the beach? that's a first! my...haven't gone out much lately, except for medical appoinments and walks upto the nearest sari-sari store, i'm more like stuck and stranded at home. yet i don't feel a single boredom. at least i'm saved from the dreadful fate.
hmm...college life...shouldn't worry that much for now. still have to enjoy my post-high-school life. weeeee!!! yeah right.. enjoying my summer with a load of anime!!! right! addicted...i even watch animax up untill dawn. waaah!!! i listen to jap-pop...download mp3's of anime song themes. waaaah...addicted i say.
haaay...what's with anime that i find myself amused by it?...hmmm... storyline, dialogues..graphics,technicals,..historical backgrounds,themes,soundtrack..ha. halu-halo! i like the action,the suspense..the mystic and mystery..psychological and mental twists... hmm... animation is one way of simplifying the complexities of the real unskecthed life. through the work of the creative hand colorful imagination, one can simply, "animate" his own world. they incarnate life unto paper or other forms of media. life - either the life they lived or the life they'll never live. anime as a reflection of life...it's essence,form and ways. tradition, religion, history.. anger, hate, love, lust, joy, lonliness, every nimble human emotion... war, conflict, opression, suppression, all inter- and intra- personal struggles... these are all what's seen in animated mimickry of life.
somehow, i get succumb to the imagery that my life is flashing inside a box of electronics. i feel i'm watching a show entitled "My Life"..as if i've been cast a spell. (nyek..). i don't just watch, as in to-sit-down-and-stare-and-observe-every-motion-happening-right-before-your-eyes?..na-uh. i tend to wear-the-shoes-and-walk-the-mile kind of watching.
nani?..is this some kinda possession? or astral projection, that your spiritual being leaves your body and is engulfed by the tv? nyahahahahaahahah!...baka!! haay...maybe our lives are just sketches of some artists, yah? well..that artist must be divine.
-_p.s._-
okay...so magulo ang daloy ng entry na ito?...ewan.. pangit ending... hindi ko ma-end ng maayos e...tsaka mauubos lang oras ko...ahehe...tapos ung choice of words...Waaah! ung ibang terms hindi ko lam exact meaning pero it just popped out of my head...so yun na ung ginamit ko. hmmm...pasensya na lang sa wrong grammar,at iba pang pagkakamali. ahehehe...
-_-
5/15/2005 03:21:00 PM
till the next Luna...
Monday, May 09, 2005
MY mother's day ---
My mother's day yesterday's mother's day, ya? Ever since I learned buying greeting cards for my mom, all I thought was mother's day is really MY mother's day. All I know was mother's day is celebrated every 9th of May and not every 2nd Sunday of May. (ano nga ba talaga?) it's very important for me that mother's day must be on the 9th coz in this way I’d go hit two birds with one stone. Or should I say, celebrating two events within a day?
Today is my mom’s 5oth birthday, a golden celebrant. She has been a mom for 22years and has been by my side for 17 years now. It’s not that I have nothing to say about my mom… it’s just that words are not going to suffice for my yearning to incarnate her existence into mere words.
I love my mom… I owe the world to her and my every essence…
I could have never been me if it weren’t for you, mom.
-_-
5/09/2005 06:20:00 PM
till the next Luna...
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
[fond with bloggin']
...blog blog blog...
having already three blogs, i feel like having a new one. ewan ko, pero enjoy kasi pag bago. hmm...it's kinda not nice actually. it shows i'm a "ningas-kugon", ya? hehe...hmm...
- my very first blog, hajimejme i'll have to say it's full of angst,hatred and despair. Those were the times I raged war and conflict. Wahaha!!! Kidding! Basta..nung mga panahon na un, I turn to blogging for refuge and console.
- the modblog site was my the 2nd one. I enjoyed using modblog cause it’s more organized with the categories and other features. It’s easier to manage but the template was quite confusing. But I got the heck of it. Dito na nalaman na meron akong blog. Hindi ko kasi namalayan nung una na meron palang visitor ekek dun pag sa kapawa modblog. Kaya ayun…napasok na ang aking online life. medyo controversial kasi people are asking sino ung binabanggit sa blog ko, and the likes. Waw…so nalaman kong dami talagang nagbabasa. Kakatuwa pala…
- wahaha…at ang latest e yung luna’t alon, my 3rd site and 2nd blogspot. Wahaha…I enjoyed making this dahil sa skin. Wahaha…natutuwa ako dun sa lunar calendar. Bat nga ba ko gumawa ng bago?..kasi nabahiran na ng kasamaan ung dalawang naunang blogs. Ahehe. Tsaka naisip ko it’s time to change the theme. Theme? Ya right, as if naman merong theme ung nakaraang blogs. Well, actually I tried. Wahaha!! Obviously I failed. Wahaha! So nabuo tong bago. Meron siya dapat theme e…something to do with LUNA. (..special mention. Wahah!).i’ll hush about this na lang. meron pa nga tong dedication e (I think?).
and now I’m planning to make a new one right before the start of my college life. sa mismong araw ng 1st day of classes ko sa UST mabubuo ung bagong blog. Hmm..siguro baka i-try ko sa xanga or live journal. For sure hindi ung sa friendster ang gagamitin ko.
…
ang hindi alam ng lahat, melon pa isa! Wahaha…
it’s more of a biography rather than a diary. Ewan..it’s fun to do, writing something about my personal being, past experiences,childhood memories and even conquering issues through the use of words. Isang pagtatangkang makapagsulat ng maayos at maganda. Kung kakayanin in fluent English. It’s gonna be a very personal thing for me so publicizing it would be awkward for me. Pahanapan na ito. If you’ll be able to come across of it during your surf, go ahead read on. Pero di ko feel ipagsabi ung add. Ahehe…kung bigay ko man, aba! Special ka.
Waaaah…anong klaseng entry to…
Halata bang walang maikwento sa buhay?
Ahehe…
-_-
5/03/2005 03:57:00 PM
till the next Luna...
Saturday, April 30, 2005
all a-BORED!!!
High school's over. all those high-school-life-oh-my-high-school-life are now part of the past and can only be reminisced. We’re away from the busy life we endured in school. Some of us must be having a blast at the beach, others still makes tambay at mcdo, while the majority (if not all) suffer boredom at home. Yes, boredom (or should I say “no”?) waaah!!! Boredom...being stuck at home and doing things in a routine- sleep-eat-watch-eat-sleep-watch -again and again everyday (whoa, super-redundant), is futile! You are definitely one bored (and boring) bakasyunista.
Even in the newspapers today you can read a columnists struggle to battle boredom with his juicy words spiced by his Confucius know-how on the Qi (“chi”) flow. Our qi has something to do with our mood such as being bored. By doing a little feng shui, one can free the flow of qi. According to the writer, one should move 27 different things in a day. Either displace/replace or even misplace them would make a difference in the world. Waw! By doing so, you have just made your day different from your usual everyday’s-the-same-over-and-over-again. You’ve done 27 things more different than the other day and even the day a year ago. And not only did you finished 27different tasks, but also gave yourself a chance to rearrange your environment thus making your qi take its course. You have free-flown yourself from any form of human ennui.
You don’t necessarily have to move 27 things everyday just to make it bored-less. Take note that if you make this move-27-things a hobby, then you’re not making your life any more different than the last time. You can either vary the number of objects, of schedule on which days will you only indulge in the 27-things habit. Explore and be creative. Make your day different than any other day. Within a 24hour interval, I’m sure you can mingle with time and flirt with it the next. Waaw! Simply, do things differently.
Enjoy!
here's a lil' something that can conquer boredom. our latest crave at home::
"the backyardigans"!!!
Theme Song
And we're, Your backyard friends,
The Backyardigans Together with The Backyardigans
In the place where we belong
Where we'll probably sing a song
And we'll maybe dance along
We've got the whole wide world in our yard to explore
We've always find things we've never seen before
That's why everyday we're back for more
With your friends, The Backyardigans
-_-
4/30/2005 10:14:00 PM
till the next Luna...
Thursday, April 28, 2005
[the naked truth]
some new yorker's blog. she has quite interesting entries. i read some and found it amusing. hmm..i like how she right SHORT entries. she writes not in storytelly way. check it out.
http://thenycnakedtruth.blogspot.com/
-_-
4/28/2005 08:44:00 AM
till the next Luna...
nakuha ko na grad pics ko from JEB photography and all i can say is "waw". not because of amazement and joy but simply like "nyek". wahaha...and it comes with 2-disc vcd coverage of the commencement exercises. waw ulet...hehe. at first, i was objecting the purchase of this package 'cause i see it to be cheap. well, hindi pala. it was fun watching xientians walk down the isle during the procession and during the diploma distribution. Good thing the politics part was edited. Nyahaha! How I hate politica..lalo na kung nangnungumpanya sa mga graduations.
Kasama ko nga pala si baba magdamag. Nagliwaliw kami sa SM, labas-pasok sa mga boutiques just checking out what’s new and what’s hot sa shoes, sports wear and tops. After 2hours of window shopping we went to UST to claim my p.e. uniform. We were like tourists sa paglalakad naming..ang saya kasi e dahil sa mga buildings doon kaya kami naaliw. We were acting like tourists pretending to be taking pictures with our imaginary cameras and feeling the old rocks that stand as buildings. We entered the university church and felt the holiness and solemnity of the place. Waw! I like this church. We went to the gymnasium for the p.e. uniform, but as we were passing by the gym court, we were hearing a sort of ball war. Inside the court was what seemed to be a volleyball varsity practice. Waw!! Amazing… the guys leap real high and spike the ball real hard. The scene was just amazing. We were discerning which ones were the senior members and which were the newbie’s. what made the scene more amazing was the sound each spiker made and how the bounces off to different direction at a great force. After almost an hour of in awe, headed back to SM, went to school and went home.
We went to baba’s place and check out the vcd. It was past six that time so I phoned home. OH O! … Tsktsk…lagot! I received a ‘threat’..”mag-uusap tayo pagkauwi mo.”-mom. Waaah…oh o! (later ko kwento to, eto ung pinaka-focus ng entry na ito.) . habang andun ako kina baba we were enjoying the grad film.meron pa ngang funny moments dun… nung natalisod ung mom ni baba at tawa siya ng tawa. Nakinood pa nga ung mom at dad ni baba at ilang beses pa naming inulit. It was not that embarrassing dahil natalisod lang naman. buti nga hindi subsob e. after nun, dumating na ung aming hinihintay na dvd’s, at syempre ung may bitbit nun. Haha! He brought three dvd’s, one was tekken and the other two was samuraiX films. Hindi ko pa kabisado ung mga kenshin flicks basta ung isa ung “memory” ekek. Tinapos muna naming tekken. I find it funny. Ahehe..i was laughing in during certain scenes though it was not supposed to be funny. Ang coverage lang nung tekken film was tekken1-2. it was already pass eight and baba was already spoiling the kenshin flicks for me. We left around 8:30pm,and I reached home 7-10mins later.
(*playing suspense background music)
pagkarating ko, tulog mom ko at hindi ko alam kung panu gisingin na hindi biglang mababanggit ung aking lateness. Nakatatlong ikot muna ako sa pag-aalinlangang gisingin siya. I woke her up with a kiss on the cheeks. Tapos umupo ako sa tabi niya, waiting for her to start the sermon. …maya-maya…
- bakit daw ako umuwi sa ibang bahay bago sa amin? And this is already the 2nd-3rd time.
- Bakit daw tumawag lang ako nung andun na ko? demo…the reason why I phoned home ay para di siya mag-alala na wala pa ko sa bahay ng 6pm. Dati kasi pinagalitan ako dahil dun muna ako umuwi. Tapos another time, pinagalitan ako dahil naman daw di man lang ako nagsasabing gagabihin ako. Pero this time, halo na. dapat daw, I should ask permission before reaching baba’s place, or I should have gone straight home.
- Di daw dapat nagpapaalam kapag andun na sa ipagpapaalam. Tsktsk.. inaamin ko kasalanan ko.
Kala ko ganun lang ung issue… pero meron pa pala, and it has something to do with the grad pics and vcd. Nung nandun pa ko kina baba at kausap mom ko sa phone, pumasok sa isip ko bakit mas mas nauna pang panoorin ditto kina baba ung vcd kesa sa bahay. Pero I just ignored the thought. But I shouldn’t have… kasi isa nga yun sa pinagtatampo ng mom ko. Waaah… drama mode siya. Kinuha ko ung mga grad pics at inalok sa kanya, but she pushed it aside (buti nga hindi binato e) sabay sabi “mas nauna pa silang makakita nyan..wag na”. waaah! Drama mode nga siya. I just stayed there sitting at the edge of the bed watching CSI.(e kasi my two brothers were there watching tv,so all the time na sinesermunan ako e sa harap nila.hehe..). bumangon siya sa kama at nagbihis. Habang palakad lakad siya sa room napansin ko nang she’s doing “it” already.
That “it” is no other than… “THE” cold shoulder.
Waaah!!! Nako…isang linggong mang-iisnab yan. E kasi dati naman pag sinesermunan nya ko at aminado ako sa kasalanan ko, isang upuan lang tapos na. e this time, cold shoulder approach ginamit…grrr… that means hindi na muna ako makakapagpaalam ng kahit ano. Waaah!! Golden birthday pa man din ng mom ko sa may9 na! waaah!!! That’s days from now! Nako..sana lang di umabot un hanggang birthday nya. Siguro kaya drama mode yan masyado dahil magbbirthday na? hmm…pwede rin. Hehe! Papampam! … pero hindi. Hindi ganun e. kung ganun pwede ko pa masuyo agad. E kaso…senti-sentihan kasi. Mana talaga ako sa nanay ko masyado…tsktsk.
Ang isa pang reason kung bakit niya ko sinermunan…
...Dahil sa kasama ko na naman ung dalawa.
-_-
4/28/2005 07:24:00 AM
till the next Luna...
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
long time no bloggin
waah...
kainis..nasayang lang ung binili kong isp reloaded. hindi ko pa nagagamit ung 1/4 nun, expired na bigla! sayang ang isang daan..tsktsk..watta waste. at eto na naman, bumili na ko ulit. sa kasamaang palad isp reloaded pa rin. sasagarin ko to ngayon. waahahaha!!!
hmm...so, wazzup? ahehe..or should i say, "what's down?"?..
ahehe...wala pa naman akong bagong problem. ayos na pala ung issue with the lil' ones. haha...isang gabi lang pala kailangan para ayusin un..at isang tao lang pala ang kailangan para mag-bridge sa amin. waaa! kaso nagsama pa ng dalawang extra. kala ko tatlo lang, un pala lima. waaa! ? ok na, siguro matagal na panahon pa ung susunod na gulo. hopefully wala nang next gulo..para masaya lahat.
speaking of, ..masaya ba kayong lahat ngayong summer? sana... wag sana kayong datnan ng mga unos.. gaya ng nangyayari sa mga kamag-anak ko. waaah...creepiness...namatay ung 2nd cousin ko habang may ipinagbubuntis. tsktsk...wawa ung baby. tapos may namatay pa sa pampanga kaya umuwi roon parents ko. isinasama pa nga ako e, kaso ayokong pumunta dahil funeral ang pupuntahan. kung hindi naman patay, malubhang karamdaman naman. tita ko raw sa pampanga soobrang payat na raw. tas ung pinsan ng dad ko na-ospital. waaah! so what's next???... huhu...katakot....god bless us!(waw..banal)..
nakakalungkot... di ako makasulat ng matino dahil dyan...
hmm....waaaaaaH!
musta na kayo???!!! waaah!!!
miss nyo na ba ako?
weeh! haha! nagffeeling lang.. ahehe. hmm...magtext nga kayo. 09205889811. ayan!
buti pa ung iba tumatawag..salamat sa mga pagtawag nyo,kakatouch. sorry sa mga taong di ko nakokontak..buzy buzy kasi. ngayon lang ako nagka-free time. sasagarin ko pa sa net para di na ko masayangan sa isp.
nalinis ko na kwarto ko!!! at last!!! after 8days of rubbishness...haay, thank god i didn't sleep on dust last night. haha...for the past few days, i was "trying" (emphasis talaga) to have my room undergo a major clean-up. parang summer makeover ng bedroom. after 8days of laziness i finished just last night. hurray for me, yah? wahaha...i disposed a lot, and i mean a LOT, of trash. and i was able to rearrange the furnitures to maximize the cramped space of my room. sa totoo lang, di naman dapat masikip kung lumipat na ng tutulugan ung bunsong kapatid ko. kung mapapaalis ko lang siya, solo ko na ung room at magagawa ko na ung ideal bedroom ko. the prob is, my brother's thinking of the same thing...kicking me out of the room. aba! siya umalis..i deserved the room than him. ako naglilinis at nag-aayos ng kwarto. samantalang siya, hingan mo lang ng favor na walisan ung floor reklamo agad. ha! hmm...pero hindi ko naman sobrang inaasam ung pagsosolo sa kwarto upto the point that i'll seriously,and literally, kick him out. hmm...someday makakapagsolo rin ako...someday...
-_-
4/26/2005 03:25:00 PM
till the next Luna...
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
[from an old friend's blog]
..so I sing myself to
sleep
sleep myself to
dream
and dream myself to
you..
~E.A. Taopih
-_-
4/19/2005 06:09:00 PM
till the next Luna...
di ko sure ung title na yan ha...korean siya at di ko alam meaning. inilagay ko pa rin kasi nga korean. nasa rental lang ako(agen) at yan ung naka-default..kaya ewan ko. haay.. kasi sira pa rin ung monitor ko. waaah!!! nakakainis! gastos pa ko para lang i-update mga site ko. waaah talaga!
sayang...may draft na 'ko ng entry for the past few days..kaso di ko ma-open dito. di raw mabasa ung format. haaay...haba haba pa man din nun. sakop ay ung last week ko sa quesci
- baccalaureate mass
- "wedding date" namin nina jamie at ian
- shopping-bonding with eden and ian for my gradball attire.
- graduation/commencement...crossroads77
- after grad celebration with my whole family liban sa eldest kuya.
- grad ball!!! (damn!)
- sayaw sayaw..picture picture...smile smile ..iyak iyak.. TINGIN TINGIN...iwas iwas"KUNO" ...haaay...walang pansinan pala.
- waw...grad ball..last night...last na talaga. muntik pa ko ma-stranded ng bahay ngh alumni dahil natulugan ako ng aking ama. waw...so no choice, nakisabay ako at nagpahatid kay...tita TING! (so amazed..)...
after nung baccalaureate mass, bonding with ian and jamie was fun. nood kami ng "the wedding date". wahaha!!! masay siyang panoorin. nakakahiya nga lang na kasama sina jamie at ian sa movie na un kasi...they make these childish-disgust sounds during the bed scene. nakakahiya kasi puro couples na matatanda ung nasa paligid namin..nakakailang kasi sa kin wala akong issue with such scenes. e ung dalawa?..so childish..ahehe..mga ewan...batang-bata pa talaga.
waaaaah...!!!gawd...daming pangyayari sa kin nung grad ball... biglaan ba. tsktsk...katakot tuloy...issue issue...friends..friends...magtigil..
nga pala, nakuha ko na ung form138 ko! that means UST na KO! yaH! haha...napasa ko lang kanina kasi kahapon transpo-strike kaya suspended ung office sa ust. kainis kahapon kasi, nakarating ako dun past 12:30!!! haaay...pagod lang. hirap pa sumakay. buti na lang kanina natapos ko na. enrollment sa friday na. wala nang hadlang!!! wahaha!!! UST ako!!! UST ako at hindi ako nanghihinayang na hindi ako nagpa-recon sa UP.waw...
haaay...my future.. panoo kaya?..
sa future ko,..naroon pa kaya ung past?.. ssa nangyayari ngayon mukhang wala na...
bakit sila ganun, words aren't enough...puro sila salita. grrr...regret man ang dating pero para sa kin di.. i gave up so much para sa kanila... pride, time,...nagmukha na kong tanga para sa kanila...
ang dating tuloy ngayon nagsusukat ako tsaka nag-eexpect.. haay...
i should be awarded the world's greatest chaperone !!! yeah!
haaay.. tatlong tao na ung nakausap ko tungkol dito..tatlong prominenteng tao. di sila basta basta tao...i trust them with all my heart. dalawang water at isang blood. (gets nyo?). andami na nilang advice sa kin at mga insights na naibahagi. heto ang ilan:
- una sa lahat, tanga ako.
- should have listened before, never be the 3rd.
- iba talaga ang friends LANG sa friends AND lovers.
- 2nd lang talaga ako..
- pinagsisiksikan ko sarili ko sa mga tulad nila.
- kaya nila talaga ko i-drop.
- no regrets sa kin..pero, manghihinayang ako.
- walang 3. kung nagkaroon man..sa panaginip lang pala.
- makapal ang mukha nung isa... kung wala ako, ano na? pano ka kaya uuwi sa mga gabing kinasiya mo sa quesci?sana lang di ako 'gamit'... _-
- haaay...i'm expecting too much.
- i'm vulnerable alone. i heed for human shield. (hehe..obvious to).
- ewan ko lang kung obvious sa kanila.
- ako raw bumitaw?..naH! hindi lang nila ako hinawakan kasi they we're confident na di ako bibitaw.
- i'm still expecting.
- i'm waiting.
- i hate them...for having me. or i just hate myself?
waaah...dami pa yan. haaay...effort naman jan. sus...kung hanggang tingin lang pala ako, pwes di mo ko makukuha kahit titigan mo pa.bat di sila nagttag dito?..hmm...hehe.
sayang naman tagboard ko kung sa iba pa ko magttag. sana gamitin nila tagboard ko kahit once.
-_-
...improvement! hindi ako malungkot! wahaha....i'm not that depressed gaya ng dati...
i'm stronger...
4/19/2005 05:11:00 PM
till the next Luna...
